Need life advice without spending money

Idk how to start this entry. I have been miserable all week. I dont wanna tell friend my issues because they'd get uncomfortable. I hate how shallow their responses are. Nobody gets me, atleast thats what i think.

Ok first lemme list off my issues

• DID system issues and handling them without therapy guidance
• Run out of schizo and anti-dep meds
• Im getting depressed and couldnt talk outside of my circle of friends and only messaging those close to me
• I feel isolated
• Remembering trauma that i wish i forgot
• I cant get proper treatment for my mental disability
• Too much responsibilities
• Parents refuse to acknowledge my deteriorating mental state

I think thats all. If theres any advice, give me some. I dont like being a host but i must be a host because nobody in the system is good enough to handle everyday life.