same old

its just so unfair how much potential you could have with someone who just dont try to reach you

i would make a literal fool of myself just to talk to you everyday but ofc you just never call me, i mean its not like we're been friends for 4 years like what was i thinking trying to play with one of my bestfriends who literally stay at home all day

like i understand not wanting to play everyday or even wanting to play with ur other friends, but do you really think that little of me? playing games its all i do in my life rn, i have nothing else to do the whole day and when i gather the courage to call you (which i always do bcs i love playing with my friends) you're just an asshole and say ''hold on'' or just straight up ignore me.

its so unfair how he doesnt have to sit all day expecting someone to want your company

i began to just hate calling anyone, i just feel so stupid bc no one ever calls me back.

am i that boring?

maybe its on me, i shoudnt expect different treatment from someone i know doesnt see me as their best friend.

same shit from my other entry from 2 days ago, but dont care and ill probably do it again