life </3

hiiii!!!! if you know me irl no you dont. anyways!! life been kinda chill recently highkey just been working stacking up my bread type beat but i kinda feel like i need to be in a relationship (i just got out of a year long one) but it seems like theres no one like the person i just broke up with idk whats going on, like he was seriously the funniest person ever and i loved that he matched my exact humor. i miss him so much, it just ended in september so its been almost 2 months and i thought i would be over it by now but for some reason im not over it yet like i thought i would be. and i can barely listen to music anymore bc everytime i do it just makes my heart hurt cus i cant stop thinking of him and its just an awful feeling really. i dont think that i miss being in a relationship with him because it obviosuly ended for a reson but at this point i just wanna talk to him as a friend and dare i say, kinda get some closure bc for some reason in my head its not REALLY over like everytime my phone rings i get excited cus i think it might be him and i dont know howw to stop. anyways rants over bye!! xp