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i'm sitting in my psych class rn "worrying" about my english midterm that i have to present in a week :/ i HATE college sm, i have two friends here since i'm a commuter and almost all of my highschool friends went away, so i just have my bf and bff (sometimes, bcuz she's dorming an hour away). if anyone has any advice for making friends (besides just going up to sum1 and saying hi bcuz thats kind of hard for me) that'd be great. even online friends, i just want people to talk to but ig i'm hard to talk to idk (>m<)".

on another note, i've been getting into playing guitar again. thanks wwwyf aka brendon aka panic aka ryan ross interview clips for inspiring me. it's kind of frustrating bcuz i'm not that good and my guitar strap doesn't adjust too much, so its hard to find a comfortable height that doesn't cramp my hand </3. i've also been thinking too much, and i wanna write songs to get them out and so i could play guitar more but idk if i'd be good at it. i made one a while ago for my bf and i's one year, and both him and my bff said it was good, but they also might just be saying that to be nice.

UURURRUUUGHRHHFFHGRHGH ihavetoomuchtodobutsolittletime

i wish time manipulation was a thing. i have some things i need to do over.