Skating :/

I’ve been into skateboarding for a good while now but my board has been fucked for at least four years (yes it is my fault for buying a shit board but I was 12 cut me some slack). I still try and ride it but it is so unbelievably rusted. 

So my solution to this problem was obviously, buy a new board! As my birthday is coming up I thought I’d treat myself (even though I’m broke) and I got myself a new board off of a skating website! (Which I pray will be good) I am planning to change the wheels and grip tape on it though to be red. 

I’m gonna try at least save the board on my old one as it’s the trucks and wheels that are fucked so if I can save the board I can just get replacements. 

I’ve always kinda been into skating but recently I’ve been playing a lot of skate and watching a lot of my friends and I’ve remembered that I really do love it. I am always a bit of a pussy tho and the skate parks near me always have my friends in the punk scene there and I get a little self conscious. But that will be my aim of next week when my board comes, I’m gonna get over that shit and just go during weekdays as I have nothing better to do.

Ive never been necessarily great at it but thats why i wanna try again, i realised if i could skate on my other board then getting an actual good one will make it super easy. It’s like when you learn with a guitar thats action is too high so when you finally get a good one you feel like a master at it yknow? 

I’ve been really busy recently but I think genuinely that I am just trying my best to get better at what I do and find more things to learn. 

I am also horribly sick right now that’s why I’m on here talking about skating because this is the only free time I’ve had in the past month. I’ll probably upload more blogs today cuz I’ve got absolutely nothing better to do than this and rehearse for my gig so!