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i feel like everyone thinks im like nice or funny or pretty or whatever but no one really cares about me or what i think
i try to tell my friends something they said hurt me and they say im overreacting
i try to tell my friends about something i liked and they just don't care or think im weird
a guy likes me and that makes me happy so i start talking to them and they realize im not a manic pixie dream girl or whatever and i have like a personality and interests and now they don't like me and they don't talk to me anymore
i try to bring up a problem i have with something and everyone says im being argumentative or fun police or whatever
i try to say what i really think and everyone calls me rude
like am i just expected to lie for the rest of my life forever? i have to lie about who i am and what i think forever and ever and i have to lie to myself that im okay with that?
im forced to hide my actual concerns or thoughts in snarky comments and hope they pick it up and im forced to post about what i like on spacehey for no one to hear and i just have to be ok with that for the rest of my life i guess
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Vinnt_Whtag
I feel the same, in my case it's because of my circle of friends/family who I feel don't care about me at all, maybe the solution is to look for other friends? I don't know, but you shouldn't change your personality for anyone because that's what makes you who you are, you shouldn't lie or anything, you can try telling your closest friend what you feel seriously about your life and if he/she still takes it as a joke then you have your answer that you need someone who understands you, wait for that person and I hope it goes well for you, i'm sure there are very good people out there that we haven't met yet, iknow it's tiring but the best thing is to trust yourself;)
dawg how do i just find people that get it. i mean i have people that get it but they live a days trip away and i will most likely never see them in person again but
like idk i just dont get anyone here where i moved to like a few months ago. maybe that factors into it but it's also like my family and stuff like my mom wants me to spare my dads feelings or wtv n its like he's a grown ass man who doesn't have a job, barely does anything like my laundry gets done like once every month, and just does fuck all in his room all day while my mom works and im expected to be ok with him? god
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you can try to meet people from your city through social networks with things in common with you, i suppose, and about your family, well... there's not much to do there except try not to care so much or distract yourself with your hobbies ;/
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i'm so sorry :((