Nightly Prompts 1: A letter to my future self

Hello! I haven’t been here in a while and i don't really mind, I just kind of forgot about everything. But I want to start with a little tiny tiny series to understand myself better. So every-night (if I remember), I’ll try to do random journaling prompts I see! Ok!

A future letter to myself

Dear, Niah

I am not good at writing letters so please bare with this, you probably will! I just wanna say, since this is a future letter that I am so proud of you! No matter if you’ve gotten worse or better I’m so proud of you! It seems corny from a perspective because people normalize self loathing so much, like it’s a common thing, and mistake self love for ego and narcissism. That leads to a whole cycle. Do not ever enter that cycle! Now other things… are loved! Your parents your family your friends they all care For you! I want to know how you’re doing. I may react to this maybe next year same date? Or at the end of the school year. 

Have you made the decision to switch back to drumset? I know that you wanted to do snare again next year so you could do drumset senior and even out everything perfect, but in all honesty I’ve been stressed about marching! I’m still unsure myself, so you do you. Whatever you feel at the moment! 

You still into buddhism?

I’m very aware you’re quick to change aesthetics like everyyy month or so WHICH ONE NOW

Ok see ya! See ya! And Goodnight loves! Carpe noctem!