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first blog :p (just a rant lol)

HELLO EVERYNYAN!@@!!@!!!

ok so welcome to my first ever blog on here!! yayyy !


i'm just gonna make this a random rant post .. i'll make a proper introduction and actual blogs later dw!! just want a place to rant every now and then

!!

alright so today was pretty uneventful, although i've been feeling sorta down lately

i feel like everyone around me is so cool and has so many friends they're always hanging out with and im just a lonely looser!11

i see people around me hanging out with their friends and having so much fun, and i feel like im missing out 

i have 2 friends at school, but i sort of feel like a third wheel because they've known each other since birth and live right next to each other, and i just met them a couple months ago and live further away

i know its crazy to assume i'd be close after such a short amount of time, and i don't hold that against them 

it's just me being paranoid and desperate for friends!!

ughhhh i hate my stupid overthinking brain

i can't be happy when i have friends, and i can't be happy when i don't have friends  ...i think im just crazy??(ಥ﹏ಥ)


okay okay i think im just tired and overthinking everything now because its late on a sunday (or early on a monday technically ..) 

will probably delete this post l8r since its such a mess 


STAY HEALTHY AND REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED@!!!
drink some water and remember to keep nourishing your body! you deserve it, even if you dont believe you do
YOU ARE WORTHY AND YOU ARE ENOUGH AS YOU ARE!!

good night everyone :3



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Russet

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hello welcome to spacehey!! (:
don't think that ..... you can have as many friends as you want
you can prep some money for some shopping or just invite them home to know if it works or doesn't
i recently invited two people that just put me so off at my home ... mistakes happens and it's ok
its ok to feel lonely but it's not true - you just have to try things but not be too pushy either, i'd say


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