trying to be

I think most young girls had diaries as a kid I was one of them some girls grow at of it some don't, I didn't I got in to writing but stopped in year 8 because I didn't have time. Still to this day I love writing I started keeping a journal again these last couple of months. I saw spacehey had a blog tab so i thought I'd write again. 

I don't have many friends I have 3 but one of them is family and the other is my boyfriend, so they don't count so really the only friend I got is angel that's what I call her because she literally saved my life. we meet on a train we were both skipping school because we were having a bad day. She talked to me because of a bag I was wearing we used to be so close I would go skating with her every 2nd weekend we would have sleepovers she even took me too supanova. We're not as close anymore we hardly talk or see each over and it's my fault I've been doing better recently mentally so I'm going to work hard to get our friendship back to how it as or even better. Right now, the goal is to talk to her 3 times a week and see her once a month MINIMUM. I'm not good physically health wise but I'm slowly getting better mentally so that's really good. I've never really had friends, so I don't know how to be one or make any I know il never make a better friend then Angel I'll never have a connection with anyone like I do with her