(10/26/25)

  My dad's side of the family trying to reach out to me is laughable. I don't talk to n*zi supporters and somehow me arguing with them about that continuously somehow hasn't clicked. It's sad how hard they try for the "American dream" when there never really was such a dream achievable in the first place because it's so covered up by false realities. They'll try to put me into a corner and question why I dont say anything to them but then gets offended when I call out the truth of why. I don't want to hang out with a bunch of junkies that's so depressing man, they're so unhealthy to be around its amazing how I haven't ended up in prison like how 90% of them have.

  Fragile masculinity is so weird you can easily tell who is insecure of themselves and who isn't They will say the most contridicting shit and then look at me for some sort of approval towards their homophobic stuff. Dude, I ain't giving approval for shit you dug that hole i'm not helping you climb out.