The pain of wanting something that will never be yours

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤSometimes I think about how I fell in love with something that I always knew couldn't be mine, then I remember that way and that story that I shouldn't know, the pain is even greater when I see him with the person he loves, and I can't say anything, when we talk it's so good I feel happier, but when I see them together, when he sends me videos of the two just being a normal couple, it literally leaves me on the verge of a collapse, I just wish I didn't feel that