GRADUATING?!??! ( my two centz )

hey gangsters

hangaahn i finally graduated !!! (but still hv national exams for the next few weeks so im totally not relieved at alllll ( ＞Д＜；) !!!!)

I don't like this school (cause the people n teachers are kinda mean) but im still so scared like what if university is worse !??!?! plus like everyone always says "they're not gonna hold your hand in uni! they're not gonna coddle you in uni!" hnagahanagn (；ＴДＴ)

I mean its not like i Want to be incapable of stuff but like I just don't know what to do and i need people telling me what to do :-(

And plus i have this teacher that im (kind of) dependent on (?) (i mean i do my work n go to class its just sometimes when theres school events or stuff and i want to explode!! and i will be incapable of asking for help and the teacher will notice and be like ok you can leave or do this and will deal with the other teachers that are hassling me about not attending)

and what if i go to uni and its filled with EVIL people (just like this school) except that instead of having a teacher like this ^ they just say "DEAL WITH IT LOSER!!!" and then i explode and cry...

I really zont know mane...!!! and i dont know if i really even want to go to uni like why bother why not just turn into a shrimp and die. But i HAVE to go to uni cause i needa job... (´Д` )... ya boi needs cash!!!.... (´TωT`)... also if i dont go i will be DISOWNED and HOMELESS

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anyway uh so that means i really gotta HIT THE BOOKS neow!! so i can go to uni

byebye.