TW: mentions of heterosexualism

yall i'm starting to think i'm straight 😢 i don't know why tho

it's just that my liking for girls is decreasing while mine towards boys is increasing. why is that WHY WHY

i'm not even into all this dating stuff, i just like the idea of it sometimes 😔

i do want to date, ig (maybe... probably) i like the idea of being intimate and turning one with someone, but i've always wanted my first (one and only maybe) to be a girl, and now i don't know anymore 😭😭😭

like, do i want somebody? do i want a girl? a boy? both? one of each? two of each? do i even want people this way? do i really feel like this or am i just mega lonely?

MEU DEUS ME MATEM

 O QUE QUE EU SOU? DO QUE QUE EU GOSTO? EU GOSTO?

Me matem. me matem porque sou bissexual, me matem porque sou esquizofrênica, me matem porque sou nordestina