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Most things i like are just so random. I dont stick to one specific music genre, im not fan of lame ass movies just because it has forced deep meanings, i read books i find interesting even tho i saw it on Tiktok. 

Why do i feel pressured into one 'aesthetic' or community to feel valid about liking something? I definitely know who i am and what i enjoy but why people cant progress i dont need to obsess over a single thing to have an opinion or to appreciate it?

If i like something of course i look into it but it doesn't mean i have to live and breathe it 24/7.

Im not going to box myself into some stereotypes just to prove that i belong somewhere. It feels like id lose my free will if i did that. When i start learning about something only to prove that i really like it, it stops being about enjoyment.

Am i the problem for not being overly passionate about things, or are others pretending to be?

(Sidenote: maybe im just greedy wanting to know everything and never feel comlete thats why i jump from thing to thing while nothing ever feels fully enough)