love u bye

It’s honestly super humbling when the trashiest girl you know, probably c0k#d out of her mind, says the most thoughtful thing you've heard in years. I thought I was like deep and misunderstood and... made the text and background all black on MySpace so it's like a blacked out profile--but NO! I never planned a s()iC1e pact... I never (ut anywhere other than my wrists. She took her shirt off in front of me... (ut$ ALL OVER her body. Had one of those angel wing shoulder blade tattoos. In the feathers it said 'Proud Mistake'. I CAN'T COMPETE WITH THAT! What I'm trying to say is... You could skateboard, sm0k3 cl0v3$, get your t0ngu3 pierced, there's always gonna be a hotter b1t(h than you... And you just gotta accept that. I'm jealous of a girl who just k1LL3d herself, that's how f*ck3d up I AM. You might be wondering how I'm even telling you all this even though we both followed through with it... Well... I cut her little pill concoction with crushed up Flintstones vitamins. So I passed out... I had a s31zure... But it was JUST diluted enough to where I didn't d1e. Can't say the same for Emily( :(...) though. Okay so I'm not 'SAD' ABOUT IT but at least I have the serotonin to not k1ll myself

i feel very connected to this ending okay love u bye!!!!