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The childhood trauma

Once upon a time...there was a little girl who..was lonely and no one was around her as usual

She fell into the hands of a monster..who was using her...controling her taking advantage of her for being just a kid...who no one would listen to.

Well as usual of course


She realized that..what this monster was doing wasn't playing at all and he was just venting his lust on her as a kid..she tried to stop him and make him realise what he was doing..but..he was like a blind and never cared at all..she tried to tell her mother, but she didn't believe her because she is a kid and he is older than her so she didn't talk to anyone about it because she knows no ond will believe her

This monster stopped what he usually does after years and forgot about it


Well on the other side...the little girl didn't forget about it and it was a terrible childhood that made her hate anyone to touch her..and hate all monsters like him


She grew up and she still remembers it, and the monster still acting like nothing happend and smiling and laughing, enjoying his life talking to this little girl and seeing her everyday like he didn't ruind her childhood at all


Now the little girl has traume..and she can't fix it


She can't help but cry and hate people who don't know the feelings and keep saying some stupid words


And she still stuck, she had no way to run  from that life that keeps hunting her in her dreams and in people's faces, specifically people like him...



And she will be stuck forever until she dies.


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Dakota (Gallus Prime)

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I wish that a “I’m sorry you’re going through this” would help ease the years of pain you’ve endured. But I’m fully aware that it’s not enough. I know this from experience. Someone can tell you something, and it won’t make it any better. I hope you find peace in this cruel world. It maybe a long shot, but maybe if you speak to the right people.. you can press charges against the pos that hurt you.


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You’re sweet, but I don’t think pressing charges against the pos that hurt me will work, I just need to handle it cuz I'm used to it(well a little bit)

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I really hope you’re doing well, and have good people around you. To say youre used to it, I felt that.

by Dakota (Gallus Prime); ; Report

God you're so sweet

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Thank you, I’m glad one of us thinks that. :/

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