moon

i hate her now

actually i have a curse

my birthday curse

it doesnt matter what happens in my life,

generally before my birthday, like 1 or 2 weeks before

something bad happens

we all have a fight in my friend group or inside my family, or i lost someone who i love

and no one celebrate my birthday

very cool

i put everyone before me everytime

we met a time like this

ofc it was after my birthday

she gave me a promise

that she definitely gonna celebrate my birthday

and i gave her a promise

that im gonna beside her what happens

both of us didnt keep our promise

when i came back from school i saw the messages on the phone

well, moon was going crazy

just thinking about someones better than her, in anything, makes her crazy

she send me some bad messages and then blocked me then unblocked me again 

she threatened to complain to my family about me having a social media account

well she was talking shit so i didnt care

i kept telling her to calm down, dont overreact im not better than you etc

then she seemed more okay

but i felt irritated

thats why i didnt keep my promise

she was a bitch for attention

for somehow her family hates her trying to kill her but somehow again her family loves her so much and buying everything for her

i cant forget,

we had a culturel holiday that day and just like i said leys father is not her side

we were like 8 girl in that group chat

and everyone has some issue with their family

just like me 

we were trying to support a girl in that group chat

her dad used violence against her that day

she was crying and locked herself in her bedroom

moon enters to the group chat and sendin her new dresses

it was not at the right time, right?

ofc we didnt care about it atleast i didnt

all i wanted to know is hearing my friends voice and be sure that shes okay

but moon kicked her from the group chat and sendin her dresses againg

it was so funny thinking about it now

but i couldnt take her anymore that day

we had a fight and she trying to pity herself

within 5 minutes she told us how much her family hated her and that they didn't want her at home and that i was trying to take her place

and when i said who are you even and why do i need to take your place

she exits the group chat

and ofc she opened a new one without me and some of girls

but we had a spy inside 

and this post was all about for her 

my favv girl

and the other girl is fine now! she went to college this year and studying literature!! 

go for it Ray!!

if theres someone whos gonna read this, i love you!! take care of your healt and love yourself

remember youre more precious than you know

for example, ur kidneys-

lol jk