Loving art is such a struggle

I feel like I use this blog as like a weird vent thing but I really need to get this off my chest even if it sounds pathetic lol

I love art so so much and i genuinely cannot live without it, so it hurts so bad that I hate everything I'm doing right now. I haven't been able to draw things I like recently, like some form of block, and it's destroying my life. I get that to get out of an art block you just have to power through but I hate everything I do (and this will sound shitty but I'm not really a beginner artist, I've been doing things I love for years) and I just feel so shit everyday. I wake up, go to school, eat, sleep. I feel so empty and my chest aches just thinking of art. The art I'm gravitating towards right now is so different from what I do that I can't even replicate it when I try. I also just started getting a following online and it sucks that I don't exactly resonate with that art anymore. I just want to get back to doing good art and stop feeling so shity :(