How it feels to miss someone

Wassup ladies? Let's get into it

There was one time when I was babysitting this newborn. She was adorable and full of personality in such a small package.

 Towards the end of the night, she became more and more fussy so I fed her and held her in my arms. She ended up falling asleep after awhile and it felt like such a holy moment. 

This baby trusted me enough that she chose to fall asleep in my arms. I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes for awhile before her parents came to pick her up. 

Later that night, as I was trying to fall asleep it was like she was still sleeping on me. There was a sort of ache in my chest for her. I ended up snuggling up with a stuffed animal of mine to ease my mind  but that is what missing people feels like to me. It's this ache in my chest. 

A hole in my heart that cannot be filled until I hold someone close again. 

 Sometimes I forget about the ache. 

Sometimes it doesn't hurt as bad. 

But it's always there.

And it's not going to go away until I can hold the people I miss again.

That's all for now :]