HUGE TEAAA

Yoo ik most of ya'll dont know me but imma still drop all the tea. so basically i met a guy in august and we started dating, his code name: soya sticks (lmao idk my bsf suggested that) so me and soya sticks were really good, mom works in a switzerland based company so she would keep going to europe for all that, btw im indian lmao, moving on since she keeps going, she had to go for a lil more than a month and thats when me and soya sticks started dating. Ngl it was going really good but then i found out he still texted the girl he almost dated and gng he has 13 exs (including me) and obvi i made him block them cause i knew they are into him. then we decided to meet. worked on a gift for him for 3 days but lowk crappy cause im broke and couldn't spend money. we met at the mall and he came 2 hours late but i forgave him and we may or may not have made out. then we had our own trips, he had to go to goa and i had to go to a music festival w my dad. we got rlly distant but then once we came back, he told me two girls liked him and he was like 'one of them is a model, she won miss teen at a beauty pageant' and i asked 'was she pretty' and he had a pic of her body but couldnt remember her face? later on we got into a few fights and then he brought up breakup and i had a huge crash out (i threw chairs across the room) so he said 'okay i'll stay!' and we were still dating...at least according to me. he asked for a 2 day break to focus on himself and i agreed. the first day of the break, his frnd dmed me being like 'so you still dating him?' and i said yeah and he goes 'crazy cause my frnd said she's dating him too' and i remembered that soya sticks mentioned a few days ago that i was a girl he may have cheated with and i gave him a huge lecture. and now he was cheating and that girl is not a girl's girl cause i tried to tell her he will cheat on her too cause im his 13th ex and he cheated on all the girls he dated but he wont listen and then he said we finished it on the day he brought the breakup but he said he'll stay so i confronted him abt it and he goes 'i meant i'll stay for your emotional support' like wtf, i dont need it and you said you'll stay but never mentioned so then we broke up. guess what happened then, a girl, lets call her cars, cars has feelings for him and confessed and they went on a date on sunday but here's the thing, that same day he went on a full on full mall date w her, flirted w me and reposted his gf's story on insta! that was so fucking messed up and then last night he calls me telling me he still loves me but cant breakup w her and i ignored it and honestly, i was supposed to release a song on it cause i wrote one lmao but idk how to record the singing part which is why im writing on it here cause legit no one from where i live even heard of this place so im calling it my safe space. thanks for listening tho! Thing is i get it a lot that im pretty but i think im pretty enough to be lusted or flirted or played but not enough to be taken seriously or loved but take lyte, imma be careful. hope we can be friends tho! whole life is such a drama!! anyway ty to whoever were reading!!!

gonna drop more tea if i get somee
byeee