Red roses

He told me love is a rose

And I am the thorn inside of him

He told me we should wake up from this ugly dream

He said stop denying  that people are dying 

He shared every detail, 

Of how people loose themselves 

So instead of being lovers

We should be just friends

But I couldnt resist my sin

I would melt in love when he d ask me how I ve been 

I killed myself while loving you 

So dont abandon my ashes 

Not when my urn crashes

But god damn it why couldnt you love me the same

Why did you put your brain to blame 

Im just another  woman

In your sheets

Crying helplessly when the midnight hits 

You said you dont want what you thought you did 

And I gave you all of me

I guess we just werent meant to be

I broke my pride in pieces 

Like a lost puppy I asked you to stay 

But what happens with a dog

When it no longer can obey

I killed myself by loving you 

Nothing will ever heal the same

Let yourself be the one I adore 

Not there, hurt me deeper, stab me at my core 

You love cutting people open either way 

Its what medics do 

I didnt know you like to break people's spirits too

I was a white rose 

But your sins painted me red

A flag you wave when you re sad 

You press my buttons, and I end up in your arms

You pulled me closer with your charms

So rip me apart 

Smell my beauty until it dies

The only water I get are  tears in my eyes

So you put me in the vase 

And made a bouquet of roses 

All are white but make red noises