For some of us, dying alone is better than getting hurt again.

You get to see just how big this world is, behind the wheel of a truck. So many places, and fresh faces. It’s a perfect career path for loners.

As someone who doesn’t have much friends and no relationship, I’m happy.. Well, for the most part anyway. Don’t get me wrong, this job pays great. I can choose when to wake up. And where I want to go. But for the first time in 5 years.. I’m starting to feel the weight of being single. 

No, I’m not really inlooking for someone. Especially, not on this site. In fact, I’m looking for a way to drown out that feeling. I guess it started setting in when I stopped getting cross faded nearly a year ago. I really don’t want to affect my career path, over wanting to be with someone. But man, it is getting harder to go to sleep.. Harder to stay focused. 

I figured maybe I could find answers here. Thoughts?