PSAT scores out+conking

I got 1220 but idk if I’m satisfied with that. I should’ve gotten higher but there’s always next year. It might be my deeper problem with self esteem and thinking that everyone thinks I’m dumb for good reason but I’m not worrying about that rn

The conking is over(wisdom teeth removal) ; I walked out of there loopy and walking all drunk. For my first time going under, it wasn’t bad. The doctors were really nice and quick when it came to putting the IV(I don’t like IVs). Ms Veronica(my nurse) was very kind and stroked my head to calm me down, i appreciated it largely. Anyways when car ride was doing some random bullshit, fell asleep as soon as possible when I got home and woke up feeling leagues better! Only thing that sucked was my chin and lower loop was still numb and swollen which made eating/drinking sooo uncomfortable. I’ve had quite a few dental procedures and the numb lip is always the worst part. It’s so weird and ugh ugh don’t like it. 

Pain/aches starting to kick in, can’t take medicine again till 8pm 💔