blog entry 1!!

hi guys!!

so recently i've been thinking about starting a blog, not for any particular reason really, im just the biggest yapper i know!! i think here im probably just gonna talk about my life and stuffz - like a diary but public (ill probably tell u stuff thats tmi but tis okay)

so today was a bit shite, but its okay. my makeup didn't really go how i wanted and because i woke up l8 i didnt have time to do my eyeliner.. which was a bit gay. but hey, at least i got a seat on the bus for once. i was a lil nervous otw to school because basically im chronically ill, and ive been thinking about using a cane but i had to speak to school to see if that was allowed, (it was) but i was worried about how they'd react cuz im literally 15. but alas all was fine. so i went to form, which wasn't anything out of the ordinary, actually infact it sucked a lil more than normal coz my best m8 wasn't in which meant i just sat and revised (boring ik but i gotta do it cuz im yr11.. so wtv ig) but anyways after that i went to first period which was science i believe. all we did was go through the assesment i did a few weeks ago.. i got 4/32 so not my best score but we move

ANYWAYs science was uneventful and i went to second period, it was drama and since my best m8 wasnt in i decided to just actually do the work instead of pissing abt and i got loads of my coursework done so thats pretty cool. and then it was break so i went to meet my gf where we always sit (outside the sixth form block on the benches) but it was rainy and miserable (britain...) so we decided to just sit in the library. she did some homework because she's in sixth form (shes less than a year older it isnt weird guys) so i sat w her while she did that. OH i also got my mock timetable for my december mocks in form and on the first week of mocks i have EIGHT, but its okay cuz 2nd week i only have 4 so we ball. anyways during break my chronic joint pain started flaring up cuz the cold makes it worse so i went to reception and they wouldnt give me painkillers so i went to complain to my favourite teacher (my head of year) but he wasnt in his office so i sat outside but i was in so much pain so i ended up just kinda curling up in a ball on the floor. and then he sent me home so i went home and i really craved a coop meal deal but my mum didnt have the money to send me £4 for it so my other bsf (not the one that wasnt in today) chloe sent me the money so i got my pasta, my brownie and my smoothie and went home. i also cried because i was so happy she sent me the money which is quite pathetic actually. oh well!! and then i ate my meal deal and yapped to my mum and then pretty much since then ive just been editing my profile on here (does anyone know how to fix that white bit on my profile?????) and talking to some friends on discord. im gonna see if my girlfriend can call because i really miss her and i felt so mean about goin home cuz i left her at school all on her own..

anyways that was my day!! it was kinda shit but tommorow is another day and its okay to have bad days. bye guys if ur reading this i love you!!