sleeping vent

So my sleeping pills just ran out that I got, and I can't get them for some time, and when I had them, my sleep was SO GOOD like heavenly good, I was feeling relaxed and shit. Now I know it's gonna be super hard to fall asleep, and I'm so not okay with this 

My parents don't even approve them, so it's like extra hard 4 me to get them; they think I'm just addicted to the computer and my phone. They think I don't even need them, but it was so good and I could actually fall asleep peacefully with them, and it was a good break now it's over AGAIN,

can I do smth abt it? No, I'm broke asf but they think meds like this are for scizo ppl or smth thanks dad.

I love sleeping, btw i just can't sleep sometimes, yk what I mean right?