man this shit is so fucked up.My schedule is so fucked up even Mia Kalifa can be considered a virgin compared to it..It is so stressfull that,since i started,i eat less and less,i actually hate food now,i drink less and less water,i no longer enjoy shit, my stomach is as healthy as a hungarian truck driver after smoking one ton of cigs,my head hurts, i became extremely aggressive,and because off all the stress i often make mistakes when it comes to getting off the bus, Not to mention i started swearing at everyone i see and i get scared when i get a phone notification.I also started to hate my fucking computer for some reason,same with music,movies,food, and preety much anything to be honest.I barely talk now,this is probably the longest "conversation" i had today.I feel pushed to do certain things.Like for example now i have to finish my english homework but i just dont feel like doing it.I dont want to sit at the computer either as i have nothing to do (i started to hate videogames too).Not to mention my room is a mess right now as i have no motivation to pick up my stuff.Almost every day i have to wake up at 6 or 7 am fuck this shit.And yesterday i had an Anthropology exam and i am so stressed about it i nearly vomited mid exam because i dont know if what i wrote was good ,not to mention arabic is easier to read than my handwriting and the teacher might cut a point for this.Aniway please donate me some new organs like a stomach,as mine is probably perforated or whatever.
how is uni (rant,proceed with caution)
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sireoja
Yeah, you probably don't want my organs. I barely eat, I'm addicted to caffeine, I drink a bit too much alcohol and I also smoke.
Vick 🪷
Omg it must be such a stressful routine! I hope u get better soon and that your next semester can be less painful
Trypsinical
Dude wtf are you studying? Fourth dimensional pshysics?