you are the vampire - poetry

idk if this could be triggering but the only possible trigger warning that i could think of are

-implications of abuse

-toxicity

In the dark you ask if i want to play a game

You tell me that it will be fun and that it would bring us closer

We sit in the dark and whisper in the light in a candle flame

I say how can i trust you when is so dark

I know that you want to take a bite of me

You have been staring at me for hours sweat slipping down your brow

You hold me close as we talk and laugh 

But the nerves are still there

How can i trust you if we have just met

You are so mysterious with your crisp blue eyes and your dark brown hair

Your scent and voice is captivating and it draws me in 

I dodge your love and your sweet whispers 

And i can tell that your patience grows thin

You offer me gifts and sweets and sweet nothings 

You tell me that you can make me happy

I can tell you are bluffing

I go from happy to sad to envious to grieving

I feel your longing

I feel you needing

As i am an empath i feel your energy

But you are doing much worse

You are taking mine and hurting my spirit

You drain my sense of self

I feel lonely and tired and so burnt out

I try to leave 

You say that you don't want me out

I know if i stay i will surly die

What will i tell my parents 

I cannot hide

When you see that im gone and you soon catch me, what should i do lie

I don't want to hurt you but you are toxic to me

You take and take 

And leave me nothing

You may not be undead but it feels like it

You suck me dry 

And empty my soul

Id rather have dracula drink my blood

Than have you take my energy 

You say that what we have is true love

You may not be an edward or even a count orlok

But you are a vampire of sorts 

Just one that feeds off my energy