all i do is think of my wasted potential

I am interested in everything yet cannot commit to anything. 

I keep blaming my parents but at some point it goes back to me. 

I allowed them to steal my resolution and have been confining myself further inside this cave until i reached a point where i have no ambition to get out. All unbeknownst to me in the wake of it all.

I wasted whatever potential I might have had trying to survive this family.

And so instead I spent my years living inside of my head. Hyper fixations and maladaptive daydreams. It's "fun" until it's not.