Why did I get obsessed over making websites? this is hell

Soo... Sometimes I will make some blog entries while I make my neocity (which it's gonna take a lot of time because I don't know coding T_T) but the yapping urgencies are insatiable.

I dunno if I should remake my whole profile because I'm gonna be honest, It looks so shitty and I hate it but uugh, I'm lazy to redo everything again so if someone it's reading this I would like to read their opinion about it

(Also bear with me please, my english can have some mistakes because my native language it's actually spanish) 

Also If someone give me some tips to my profile I will love them so so much, but whateva, I think that's all folks, thanks for reading this :0)

(update: yeah, i changed the layout and made my own hehe)

(SECOND UPDATE: I CHANGED THE LAYOUT AGAIN GRR)

Me core: