I felt confused again

"> I almost (theoretically) fell in love with the only person who couldn't, now I have to talk to her constantly and pretend that everything is fine and hide this feeling, well at least in that I'm good, anyway the worst is knowing that she's in a shitty relationship and even so much good advice she ignores and keeps fucking and to make it worse know that before I was her type, anyway it could be worse nekkk😭

Someone help me, please