me now

Hiya, it's me again. A lot of time has passed since my last blog so i thought i could give a small update!!

So im no longer with my ex bf, a long while now, and i have to be honest and say i wasnt a bad b straight after, i was sad, i missed him, i cried.

Now its better, like fr, and honestly? i was scared, i was scared that no one would love me again that i would be alone. But i noticed that i have it, i have love, when i laugh with my friends, when i do something i enjoy, its everywhere.

And reading my last blogs i genuinely feel cringe but also sad bc thats just how bad i felt in that relationship, i didnt feel like myself and it just goes to show how the wrong person can make you feel worse than shit. Im glad that i had the chance to walk away and focus on myself.

He entered a new relationship straight after we ended, i think that shows what kind of person he was, i just hope he's treating her better.

Well i think thats it! theres a lot going on in my life rn but i couldnt be more grateful :)

love ya   (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)

~voa