bad day | 10.19.25

yesterday was just filled to the brim with unfortunate events and it's bugging me real bad. I just couldn't catch a break TT. started off at like 4am, I had the meanest crohn's flair up like I'm talking saw trap level pain.... I mean.. maybe not that bad but you get it. and because it kept me up for so long I ended up waking up late for work!!! my shift was supposed to start at 10am and I woke up at 9:52am X﹏X and since I live 15 minutes away, I got there around 10:30am but luckily I have the kindest managers in the world so I didn't get in any trouble ^^

then it started to snowball TT. some guy was a total butt to me while I was ringing him up, like straight up bullying me which was nice. I mean.. who doesn't love being ridiculed at their minimum wage job at 11am??? then some more butts came in and were mean to me like usual, i went home, stomach ache did Not let up I'm still feeling sick by this point (even while typing this ＞﹏＜), and about an hour later I go to Barnes and Noble to buy a gift for my sister for her upcoming birthday and a cd for myself.. and I find NEITHER!!

ended up just getting the second best thing and opted for an OK Computer cd from Radiohead instead of the mellon collie one I originally wanted. at this point I'm just fed up and wanna go home so I can take a nap cause I feel terrible. I'm thinking to myself in the car "wait.. don't I already have an OK Computer cd?" ... I do. I found it when I got home. ordered it last year and totally forgot. so now after work today I have to stop by Barnes and Noble again so I can exchange it for a different cd. they had a Songs About Jane cd by Maroon 5 that I think I'm gonna get. I love their earlier music. and I never took the Radiohead cd out the packaging so I should be good to go (〜￣▽￣)〜

I'm hoping today's a lot better than yesterday. at the very least, if it goes bad again, I can come home and relax knowing I don't have to go to work tomorrow. I'm gonna be doing nothing but relaxing in bed and watching Saw. I miss Adam. </3

I hope today treats you well too!! bad days aren't forever, the good days will make their way back around soon so hang in there!

-🐝