woah a once in a life time blog rant

im heavily contemplating changing my entire theme of my profile thingo again

cause like , i LOVE kyle so much dude like legit, biggest hyperfixation on a character I've ever had, he's stuck in my brain and he'll never go away /pos

but also I love my ocs a lot, and I was thinking about changing it back to my persona and put in more of my art to make it more personalised if that makes sense . like i want it to clearly be "oh that's FISH's profile" !!

and also i love my little fish people ocs a lot, so making them into my profile as well (such as the icons n such) would be really cool, BUT it'd take so much motivation like oh my lord

i can barely make one good piece of art within a day, it usually takes me a week to finish an art piece cause my motivation is so DOGSHIT !!!!!!!!

but i think it'd be a fun project to do, idk.

i love fishes a lot (especially the sooty grunter , like WHAT KIND OF NAME IS THAT??? LMFAOOO) but i also love kyle a lot

idk decisions decisions, ill figure it out

anyways, hope everyone is doing okay !! you guys are weird freaks /mega pos