My strange relationship with fashion aesthetics

(I'm trying to steer away from talking about Roblox games too much and this is all I could come up with.)

So I have done a lot to find what exact aesthetic I like enough to try and fit into. At first, I thought I was emo, then, scene, then scenecore. Now I'm pretty sure I'm Goshikku Gyaru and I'm pretty sure that it won't change in the foreseeable future. But because of my previous aesthetics I now have a bunch of a bunch of graphic tees that really don't fit my vibe as much and they take up like half of my wardrobe. I honestly have no idea what to do with them. I mean they are still all good quality, and I don't hate any of them so I'm not just going to get rid of them I mainly on wear them if I'm in a hurry, I have nothing else to wear or just to wear around the house. 

Anyway, ever since I've started to incorporate my gyaru aesthetic into my everyday life but it's kinda hard. I hate waking up in the morning and I have wake up early for school. Because of this I normally don't have time to put on makeup in the morning, so I do it when I go to school, but since the breakfast period is way too short, I can't finish my make so that cuts into my schoolwork. I get it done somehow but it's still a drag. 

Th very last thing I wanted to talk about is places I like to shop to get clothes and accessories, because why not. Even though my aesthetic has changed, I still shop ay Hot Topic, mainly because I still like the jewelry and stuff there. I also have started to shop at Windsor. Well, "shop" is kinda an overstatement. I normally just look at stuff but never get anything, but it is still a cool store. I also go to stores similar to Ross and TJMaxx because those stores don't have a specific type of aesthetic they sell. They just sell things for lower prices that people won't buy at other places for normal prices so that is also a fun place to get clothes.

Anyway, that's really all I have to say for now. Bye :3