mai past (trggr wrning:emotional)

Aug 31 2025

i keep seein vidz ov peeps online sayin i waz a bully.My Page

idk how many times i hav 2 say dis but… I. WAS. NOT. A. BULLY.

skankarooz onlin keep sharin vidz and ss ov 16 and 17 yr old me 2 expose me and i wasnt gonna post this bcuz its TRIGGRING 4 me… but ppl r spreading LIES about my “past” as if they kno me so i hav 2 stawp it all.

 i had 2 hid who i waz so dat i wuldnt be bullied.  when i trid 2 b myself & b emo ppl laughd @ me and it waz so bad that i had 2 hid in da toilet & listen 2 metallica 2 drown out their comments & my dark thoughts...

ya maybe i said sum stuff but it was just a joke between my friends but u guys r actin lik im the normie who waz bullying evry1.  i had 2 assimilat, b trendy, and b a normie so that ppl wuldnt laught @ me...  as alt queenz u guyz wuld surely get how i feel right?  u guyz would undrstand what itz lik 2 be scard ov bein judged... and if u dont undrstand or if u want 2 keep believing the lies ur no diffrnt than the bullies who bullied me...  u hurt me and ur a skankaroo.

and 2 all da peeps also kalling me a poser for bein a normie last year:

stawp kalling me a poser!!!  this iz da real me & u guyz r jus jealouz ov me...  ur soooo desprate u jus want a myspace page az dope az mine.  jus admit dat UR da poser & get out randomr!! >:(((

2 my loyal bffs & REAL outcasts, tysm 4 blapping da h8ers!  u guyz r da reason i hav dis myspace! ^3^

i luv u & i SEE u. and i will keep fighting 4 u even if it costs me evrything.

anywayz g2g!  f u skankaroos! ;P

 Helena (as srvivr & emo queen) out>:(