Dream job

 My little sister just got her first job at a ranch. It just so happens to be My dream job the one I’ve been trying to find for so long. I’m proud and happy for her, but I’ve also been holding back tears.

The whole thing kind of just makes me feel like a failure. I’m about to be 22, dirt broke, and I’ve lost a lot of things this year. I feel like a shell of a person. And to put a cherry on top poof my little sister (17) just got my dream job, no sweat.

Like I said, I am happy for her... just disappointed in myself.

So anyway, let me get back to slaving away at anything but my passions.