happy rant

So ive had this friend crush on this girl for such a long time (over a year). And this year in class we r sitting kinda next to each other and and we r FINALLY friends. Its so cute and its making me so happy. Like, we wave at each other in the hallway and I cant stop smiling. I literally love this queen. 

Anyway, for those who r cool enough to answer, how the freak do I attract emo boys w/ out looking like weirdo and also none go to my school. I am yearning. I need to add a broken heart emoji but there is none