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It's not really a topic that I talk about much, but I like to write as if I were telling it to someone, that's why I like space, well, almost a year and a couple of months ago, I managed to improve a little bit an eating problem that I had since I was a little younger, but lately I don't really understand what's happening, in my life everything has been going reasonably well and right now I haven't had any problems or emotional relapses, but I always feel like I don't know, something is about to happen or I feel anxious a lot of times, and I think it's something a little more serious, for example, sometimes I eat a couple of candy for anxiety and stuff, but I'm not able to control it completely, I eat package after package of anything, LITERALLY anything until I feel nauseous, and the feeling of guilt is horrible, I've tried to tell my psychologist, but she went on vacation so I haven't been able to see her this last month, I miss her!! I want to tell her everything