"My Blade" (S/H, STW)

"My Blade."

When a blade hits my skin, I feel a sudden pain.

Though, it just feels the same as the outside world.

I want control over what my body does,

Even if putting it to my arms and legs.

It makes me feel so alive again,

So joyful and youthful.

Though, this cycle won't ever end.

No matter how clean,

My eyes blur and my skin bleeds.

This is what happens when a blade hits my skin.

By- Jazz