Mid Oct Rambles

So I've been in uni for about 2 months now and I've been noticing little things as I've gotten adjusted to living w roommates + living w/o my parents. :P

- Food Stuff:

 I had this lemonade/lavender/matcha drink last weekend and dear. god. It was bad but mainly bcs i didnt stir it that well, so i tasted straight grass for 2/3rds of the drink. (which also made me realize that i dont like matcha a whole lot) 

Another thing was thinking about my favourite flavors of things, the main one being candy. My roommate had a bunch of lolipops for a project and game me some. I have flavours I like but not a, end all absolute favourite yk?  

i've been on a cooking spree in my dorm (only burned some food like 3 times). i've been getting the hang of using an electric stove and my food has not been absolute dogshit. Thanks to my moms recipies ofc but still 

Plus I've noticed I've been craving sweets or certain flavours that I could have easier access to back home. (why is muenster cheese so damn expensive in this city...)

- Uni : 

Classes are beating my ass its so unfunny. Thankfully not in an anxiety crashout kinda way just.. ughhhaksjhfdlkajdshf. 2 months in and i still haven't figured out how to properly balance my projects. Shits still getting done but I just need to manage everything, still better than HS tho. 

Theres a bunch a stuff going on around the city and w the school in general. I'm so used to being a homebody that its kinda fun to get out the dorms for a while. Plus i just need to talk to people more. Miss my family like crazy tho </3

Ocs : 

I have no idea why i cant draw my ocs this month its been such a pain in the ass. I dont want to do an october prompt (i dont hate myself that much) But i've been wanting to do some halloween drawings n whatnot. And try to open up commissions. Again balancing issues. 

Other stuff (but in a short list cause i dont much else to say abt them) 

• insane body aches + stronger tells of when I'm hungry/dehydrated 
• trying not to rebound into my mental space from highschool
• the area my dorms in is a hell of alot more nosier than home 
• lots of school resources i need to take advantage off
• new climate to adjust to 
• no idea what I'm doing for halloween 
• neck, back and shoulder pain is more noticeable now
• worrying over family in random bursts
• having to plan for a christmas trip
• spelling being absolutely atrocious

Ty for reading this nonsense + hope you have/had a good day diva