studying so far

im studying maths, physics, computer stuff and etc. but as you might know i have an entrance exam in less than 5 months probably i will pass it but the thing is i gotta pass it with a high score or im going to get ashamed for it by everyone since im in a class where the kids seem to understand everything while i sit there and think about it for hours maybe they have learned the basics and the base of these classes thats why they are better than me maybe they practice more than me i dont exactly know but im trying my best and trying to fill the missing pieces from each class. sometimes i want to die while im asleep but then i think it might not be worth it, i stopped texting my friends, i stopped drawing, i stopped doing a lot of stuff most of the reason was that i was too tired after lecture classes and would forget a lot of stuff as well. im going to fix all of this once im in an university. bye

october 16     12:32AM