MY BSF's HOT.

I have AN ISSUE! One of my close friends (let's call her I>Z.) i have a crush on her. 

I want to tell her about how I've been feeling lately, but she recently told one of her other friends (let's call him J>M) about how she only feels non-romantic toward him. This is considering he confessed to her, and she said she didn't feel the same. EVEN MORE BACKGROUND INFORMATION: he used to be one of my best friends in year 3, and he also confessed to me back then, and I also said I didn't feel the same.

I feel I shouldn't tell her, because I'm sure she won't like me back. A gut feeling is telling me something different. (Then again, I just had lasagna :P .)

again, how WOULD I POSSIBLY ACT AROUND HER if we were dating! SHE is incredibly out of my league, and it would be a difficult relationship, but she's so wonderful and makes me so incredibly happy. :D

POSITIVES:                                                                         -She makes me happy, im safe around her, if we date it'll probably be a long-time thing, it'll be socially acceptable same friends that ship us, she's really pretty, and were both girlkissers.

NEGATIVES:                                                                        -She's out of my league, she's prob going to say no, if she says no, then I'll lose a friend, ill prob lose touch with my other friends, we have lots of classes together so itll be awkward, she's bi, she might not like me, if i wait, she'll find another crush because she said she switches really fast. 

ik this is a long blog mb. :p

IDKKK WHAT TO DOOO, FYCK.