What's Up With The World Now?

This isn't actually questioning the ENTIRE world as is, but I guess the one in my brain... I have DID and many many other mental health issues we will not dive into today.. but they affect me so much all day every day I forget what's going on out in the real world.. very stuck in my head majority of the time... and it's especially gonna get worse because I can't get any medication right now ! I'm PRAYING its sooner than later. I enter such awful psychosis and I hate having to deal with people; and people dealing with/seeing me in that state.... scary.... I recently talked to my therapist about how I feel when I'm off my meds and told them all about it, and also expanded their knowledge on my own inner world and headmates. Life is really good right now, minus all the confusion.. though, I am in a much much much better place; I live with my partner again, I'm away from people forcing us to be One Person instead of a system, and I don't have to deal with dog piss and shit anymore :] I'm being fed, I'm working, I'm getting what I need, and I'm having a very opening and freeing transitional period. I forget where we were going with this but I love you all and hope your day/evening/night has been or will be wonderful.

I hate white people