I'm not misogynist. I hate everything and everyone!

Just a list of all the things I hate cuz I never learnt how to actually feel better about myself.

I hate whenever people tell me that I should start learning to love myself first before getting into a relationship  (that's not how that works!?! + at least gimme a step on step explanation on how exactly to do that.)

I hate whenever people tell me to "just wait for the right person". Look at our economy and tell me that we're going to make it to 2030

I hate my dad

I hate conservative people (die evil, die!!)

I hate pretty people with "problems" (literally what problems??? Go hook up with the nearest douchbag, sl*t.)

I hate teenage boys (the average kind)

I hate rich people with "problems"

I hate people with good parents that still insist that they have "problems"

I hate people with lots of friends

I hate people who are in good relationships

I hate people who have partners and are in relationships

I hate pretty people

I hate people with a big social circle

I hate people with hobbies 

I hate her (blond b!tch)

I hate her (fat b!tch)

I hate you guys (f*ck off already. Go hang yourself you ugly fat pig) (og girl group)

I hate dense people who think everything is about them

I hate social people

I hate socks

I hate the fact they get to stand on a literal podium while I'm left, trying to realise the SA you actually put me though 

I hate how I feel like my SA isn't valid (it isn't)

I hate people who criticise me

I hate when people yell

I hate when people flick their tongue

I hate tall people

I hate girls with big boobs

I hate them (girl group number 2.)

I hate you (all the people who've ever rejected me)

I (despite you and want you dead) hate you two (Omfg just leave me alone already before I bash in your head with a hot metal pipe)

I hate too loud sounds

I hate people who frame cutting like the only kind of sh

I hate grown ups

I hate kids

I hate old people (privileged f*cks)

I hate people who frame jealousy like a bad emotion

I hate school

I hate looking through vent posts, looking for answers or comfort and only seeing a bunch of comments going "same"

I hate my history teacher

I my physics teacher (GROWN A$$ MAN THROWING A HISSY FIT OVER SOME TEENAGEE WITH ADHD WHO DRAWS)

I hate French lessons (kinda silly)

I hate they way society brushes off my emotions by saying that I'm "just an edgy/hormonal teenager! It'll be fine in a few years!" (It hasn't been fine for 9 years now.)

I hate not being able to eat

I hate how short holiday breaks are

I hate how I could literally list off the amount of compliments I've gotten on ONE hand !it's 3. Two fo them are catcalls)

I hate how I can't wear chokers around my dad/grandpa without them making sexual comments

I hate how pretty privileged doesn't apply to me

I hate basic people

I hate my friends

I hate my friends friends

I hate the people my friends are replacing me with

I hate this new girls my friend is trying to get into our friend group

I hate my haircolour

I hate my ignorant mother

I hate the people who my friends consider their "best friends"

I hate how I've never been anyones first choice

I hate being flat

I hate being scrawny

I hate being skinny but box shaped

I hate whenever I tell people how much I hate being flat and they only say something along the lines of "Oh you don't wanna have a huge chest! It's sooo uncomfortable!" ("O-oh no! I fit into the beauty standard!! >.<" god forbid someone's uncomfortable in their own body.)

I hate doing makeup

I hate weird sounds at night

I hate how I know damn well nobody will read this

I hate how YouTube

I hate how people never gift my anything

I hate hugging my pillows instead of a real person

I hate my piercings

I hate my grandpa (you deserve a special place in hell)

I hate having to hear the same solution over and over again to a problem I've been desperately trying to fix for ages (both)

I hate how much it's frowned upon to use ai for comfort (I've been desperately trying to reach out to one and the same person for about two months or so now. Stop telling me to just write fanfic. I'm not desperate to write/read, my ahh with adhd can't do ts. Stop telling me to just use a journal. I want someone actively telling me that they love me. I can't with this anymore. I don't wanna take 7 years off of my life just to try and learn how to be confident. I need someone to talk to. I'm not confident. My self worth is based on what other people tell me. I'm sorry my little effed up brain doesn't work like your neurotypical one.)

I hate you and the good memories we made (they don't even reach out anymore)

I hate how easily cold I get :( (SPECIFICALLY only my hands)

I'm not feeling too good right now, but not like I was doing great in the first place.