December 22nd 2021

Today was the last day of school before winter break so we didn’t have much to do and half of school was gone on a field trip. We spent most of the day messing around and having fun. In the last class of the day however we were aloud to watch movies. My friends and I wanted to sit in the back of the class and play truth or dare because they had been playing earlier but i was drawing and not paying attention. So the movie got started and at first it was all lighthearted and funny stuff, yaknow stupid secrets and stuff. Sense we were in class we couldn’t rlly do dares so it was more of a question game. I love playing games like that because it gives such good opportunities to get to know people. Anyways i was playing with two friends, only one of which is imperative to this story. Lets call him, Dark. So dark is what we call, ✨ a deep thinker ✨. So were all viben and Dark starts asking some DEEP questions and I’m like 0.0 Bc tbh i adore talking about subjects like that but it lowkey surprised me. Not a lot though bc its Dark. Like what would i have expected? Istg he was just asking me all his shadow work prompts which, he needs to do more shadow work cuz he keeps putting it off but anyways. They were all very intriguing questions and i love talking about myself and we had some fun tidbits of conversations about mental states and stuff. One of the things i love about speaking with Dark is how his energy and they way he talks is like so cool. Istg like dude he’s so cool and smart like HOW? Anyways his energy is immaculate and he’s very fun to converse with bc he always has interesting topics and we talk about books, writing, and, music all the time. That’s it for my rant about how cool he is because we all know its not healthy to idolize someone. And if anyone knows stuff about what’s healthy or you mentally its me. :D also one of my friends seemed really down today in class. I’m not sure why but i did my darndidily hardest to comfort them. I actually call them my “Comfort straight”. I adore them and their company but i think they forget that sometimes. One of my friends is also moving away tomorrow so :( but she’ll be back next year! And my friend lets call, pineapple. Messaged me today after school and said they felt unsafe alone and asked if they could sleepover. I said of course and they should be sleeping over tonight. I am really worried about them but if they don’t wanna talk about it i’m not going to push them to. I gtg bc i’m pretty sure their here now but bye!!! -Maddex <3!!