ramble about my crush >w<

Im in a therapy group where I started to get into a friendship with a girl in said group. Shes like soooo pretty and super funny. She also always makes me feel loved and if I feel down she gives me comfort. She alwayys holds my hand when were in therapy and always have to try not to explode of love. We even had like the best sleepover ever where we got hella drunk and kissed and all that. Its like my favorite memory! 

But...

She has a girlfriend wich TO ME doesnt make ANY SENSE!!! Bc she cuddles regularly with me,we hug all the time and we do all kinds of things that she says,she never does with her girlfriend like huh?!

Like,am I your girlfriend or is she i dont understaaaaand TwT

love is so confusing 

XOXO Angelwithoutwingz