doctors and shopping !!

hallo everynyan ! >.< as promised, here is how today went:
so, i had to wake up early because i had to go to the doctors cause my stomachs been hurting for a week now. they said to wait another week, and if it still hurts, we should go to a gastroenterologist. so lets hope it fades away quickly !

when i got home and ate breakfast, i automatically fell asleep and i accidentally slept in till 5 and i almost missed a meal ;w; but anyways, i also went shopping today !! it wasnt anything big, but i only needed some basic clothes for a cosplay that im making for con ! if anyones curious, its gonna be gourdy from dandys world, my sonnn :3c i didnt buy the felt fabric for the little paws yet, but we were in a hurry so we only had time to go to a thrift store hehe TvT im also gonna be dyeing my short yellow/blonde wig to orange because i rlly dont have the time or money to buy a new wig sighh... anyways, speaking of gourdy, ive been grinding sooo hard on dandys world to get more reasearch on him, i have 73% research atm which i think is a pretty big accomplishment for only 3 days !

ok but like on a real note, im REALLYYYY nervous to go to con... i havent gone to con (or even big crowds, really) in almost a year due to trauma and im still recovering so this is more like a bravery test i guess.. i really really wanna go cause i miss all of my friends and the experience of a con, but im just scared i will get nauseous ahhh im sure my friends will brighten up my mood but im always thinking of the "what if"... im not even sure if i can last long in there T_T

anyways thats all for now !! 

ty for reading :3