Hatred for irl friends

ive built up enough resentment towards everyone i know, that ive lost the hope of making friends irl. I feel like people in real life just hate eachother which makes me hate them. Looking at people i see only monsters, i see no hope for the future. Friendships today are useless, none of my friends irl have checked on me or ever actually asked if i was okay. Nobody actually is there for you during tough times. 

FINDING REAL FRIENDS ARE HARD.

i will write to you guys more about this soon.