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These past couple of weeks have been so turbulent and confusing for me, it seems like in every aspect of my life is a curve ball being hurled at my head at 120mph. My mental heath , my work environment, my sexuality, my personal relationships honestly the list goes on and on. I have always feel somewhat guilty and stubborn about relinquishing my inner most thoughts and insecurities but I feel like if I'm just posting into the void it might make me feel just a little less heavy.
its been extremely hard finding lucid moments in a day, I mean yeah I'm always here and functioning but I also cant but help to feel like I'm not really there. I try and shake it off though because to some degree I've always felt this way its just harder to find the moments in which I'm truly just in the moment. I don't wanna self diagnose so I'm not going to speculate anything, just hopefully making an appointment with a therapist soon. That is if time and money allow me . I'm trying to maintain positive and not fall into a depression spell, just trying to feel like myself again.
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