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Have you ever spent so long looking for the right porno to watch when you're in the mooooood? Looking through video, after video, after video, unable to find the proper clip to finish you off? Has it ever took you so long, you've gotten bored and given up? 'Cause me too...
I started OF to make some money to survive the pandemic. But the requests I receive gave me a different perspective. I've had subs ask me to wrap my body in saran wrap and send him photos of it. I've had subs asks me to put my feet in chocolate sauce. I've had subs ask for a simple POV video with a partner. I've had so many requests, some crazier than others, I never in my life dreamed I'd be doing myself. But a lot of them? I did. Because the things often asked for, were NOT horrible, and weren't things you can find on sites like PH. And if that's something they enjoy, who am I to kink shame? Masturbation is a healthy part of life, and everyone should be able to enjoy themselves and explore their kinks, no matter how weird it is. I am willing to do just about anything. I don't do r*pe play (on camera, at least), I don't do animal or age play. I don't do anything with urine or feces. Anything else? It's fair game. Give me your best shot. ;)
Of course, I have my limits. Certain things are out of the question. Anything I'm uncomfortable with? I have full rights and all power to say, "No, thank you". That is my favorite thing about it. I am in complete control. My hours. My "coworkers". My outfits. My clientele. My services. Working for companies and bosses and with teams, you're often limited to the things being asked of you. But on OF? Anything I can think of, I can do. I've done so many new things, discovered new kinks, found new undergarments to wear. I learned so much about myself, about my sexual preferences, my sexual potential.
Of course, being from a small town like mine, there was a lot of criticism aimed at me. "You're a wh*re. You're selling your body. You're throwing your life away". But at the end of the day, I was making money, and meeting new interesting people that often could use a friend, which I can be. Most guys join OF because they have specific, embarrassing kinks, or they want a connection with an XX model. They want to know that the attention is all on them. The one on one experience gives people a sense of validation. And what's wrong with that? Nothing.
Having an OF, hasn't been my main source of income by any means, but it's definitely my favorite job. I don't have to meet up with strangers, or sleep with people I don't know. I have my own set partners solely for content making. I make the rules up as I go. It keeps my anxiety in check, and it gives me more time at home with my zoo full of household pets. :)
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